After a day at the China Embassy waiting in line for hours like an immagrant...I finally got my VISA!! It feels soo good to be back home even I don't really live in Guang Zhou. But it sure feels nice to see my parents again. I gotta hit the sack...I'm too tired for anything right now. Talk to you guys later!! It was quite a journey....

It's like God is teaching me a lesson about life. Life is about ups and downs. But this is by far the worst scenerio of my life. As I was saying I needed to wait till monday to apply for the visa. But now, their's bigger problems..it just keeps coming at me with full speed. I went to a Chinese travel agency today to ask about my situation and they took a look at my passport. They noticed that my passport has ran out of visa pages which means the China Embassy has the right to reject my application for a visa to China. They said I have a 50% chance of going through the process in the getting the visa. However, if they do reject then I would have to go back to HK where the closes U.S Embassy is and get more visa pages there and THEN apply for a visa in HK to go back to China. The only thing I can do now is wait...and I will find out my faith tomorrow....

I am currently stuck in Macau. China won't let me back in so I have to stay in Macau.They told me that my visa can only work once and if I leave the China border then I would have to apply for another visa in Macau. It was such madness last night as I had no idea what I was going to face with almost nothing on me. My friends had already left China and they couldn't come back to save me. Our cellphone batteries were almost as good as dead. I was left with only myself and two luggages. The advanture begins......

I frantically went back in Macau border and went around trying to think what I can do with only 1 thousand HK dollars left with me and a cellphone with a bar left and no charger. Just before I was going to sleep under a  bridge, I remembered my friend left some gold jewelry that he bought the other day in one of my luggages. I frantically went around trying to sell it. And fortunately I did and got 2 thousand HK dollars for it. That's almost 10,000 NT. So with 3 thousand HK dollars, I went around Macau trying to find the cheapest and crappiest hotel I can find. I came around this old lady called "mui jei" and she told me she had a room for about 250 HK dollars. It was like the cheapest in Macau. I rented it and now I feel a bit more secured knowing that I had a place to stay and a pocket with cash that can get me through a couple of days.

I have to stay in Macau to try to get a visa and I have to wait until Monday because it's Saturday today and the f*cking China Embassy is closed on the weekend. If everything goes well, I should be in my Guang Zhou home Monday night.....that is..if everything works out. Man I miss my parents...they don't even know I'm here because I don't want them to worry. Oh wells...this is it. I'll come back soon.

Pray for me ~_~